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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Birthday Wish for Sistas...

Once for all..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MY SISTER...
ALARIECE CHRISTYNNE...

**HAPPY HOUR MOMENT WITH 3 BUCKET OF TIGER BEERS**


MSG (not the MSG for salt):
I LOVE U MY SIS... HOPE EVERYTHG WILL BE FINE LIKE ALWAYS... MISS UR LAUGH AND JEGIT.. :) THNX FOR EVERYTHG...the words of wisdom and guidance..

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Quote From Bumbleeboo to Bumblebee..

After so long didn’t update my blog..guess I wanna spend sometime here for a moment..

After all hardships.. and obstacles happened on me..yeahh..quite difficult this time being..

Like an updated relationship status in FB…”it’s complicated”.. not goin to mention here for now..

Let it be in a silent mode.. J

Okay2..the reason y I posted today’s posting is tat..someone requested me to share this simple n yet meaningful quote..which I’ve read in RAGING HORMONES, by Masao Usui…

“When you observe happy couples, you would have notice that they call each other by special pet names-reserved for them alone (Honey Bunny, Poor Bear). The use and creation of nicknames can precede or follow new relationships, but it’s very important stepping stone to intimacy. As soon as you can find a clever nickname to call someone, do so. It should be short-one or two word is best. And make sure the other person creates one back for you. Normally this will happen as a basic outgrowth of fumbling around to get to know each other. An effective nickname must not be too common or flattering, and it should never be mean. And always, I mean supposedly these happy couples with cutie-little-pet names on them showed that they will, yes, they are a happy couple and could last forever. The intimacy between them makes them so close together. And this resulted for them to realized how much they really in love, caring and intimate to each other compare to their previous relationships (or future or perhaps if he or she keeps another unloving-being fake couple behind)

Hahh…that’s it… my previous relationship means everything to me.. with the ‘Bumblebee and Bumbleboo’.. sounded so childish and yet loving…even we created “Bumble” (guess who’s this)..i'm so in love with him till now..uurrghh..i can't really forget him..why?? compare to those previous..i really experienced some differences when we were together..sengaja I highlighted the last ones..the one I told you..kan?? well..it’s owes about chemistry.. I think dah about 99% chemistry…including the (light blue+white) – remember this? J …oooowwhh…I can’t really tell here..too much same things go around… huhu…I love this situation..really…and hoping…this situation can turn back everything…..AMIN…

Monday, November 30, 2009

maybe yes..maybe no..

one thing do makes me really down by today is...


being alone...facing problems ALONE...
all i know is..keep on waiting for miracles...
i can't force myself..even i can't force the situation...
only God knows i'm really dying....in loving you...

one thing i realize too...
sometimes it meant NOTHING when we are trying to be ourselves..
in front of people...i can't...
this is me...and i won't change myself...just to get people pleased with who i am...
i'm not bitchy... i'm just being me... manja and nice to people...

huhu..whatelse can i do now...
just stay the same....and....be on where i stand......

i love u...so much...distance maybe a reason for you to ignore me...
but the thing is...i'm still the same person u knew b4...

Saturday, November 21, 2009

finish daaa...

EXAM WEEK ENDED OFFICIALLY YESTERDAY...

YEEEHHAAA!!!
AT LAST CAN RELAX...ALL THIS WHILE I WAS IN MENTAL-ILLNESS..
HAHAHAHA...
GOT SOME PROBLEMS..UPS AND DOWNS...HUHUHUU..DAMN...
ANYWAY..GONNA ENJOY MY HOLIDAY SOON!!
FEW MORE DAYS LEFT BEFORE I CAN MEET UP MY FAMILY ....
BUT THEN..WOULD BE THE LAST FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY DEAR FRIENDS..
ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE IN THEIR 4TH YEAR... HUHU..GONNA MISS YOU GUYS....

YEAHH...FUNNY FOR SOME COZ WE GOT TO BE CLOSED WITH EACH OTHER ONLY THIS SEMESTER..(I MEAN REAL-CLOSE IN THESE 3 MONTHS BACK) ...HAHAHAHA...
THAT IS WHY....I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF THE TIME WITH U PEOPLE...
NOT THAT I SIMPLY WANNA TAKE ADVANTAGE ON PEOPLE..
WE ARE FRIENDS...BUT THE LIMITATIONS ARE ALWAYS THERE......

OKAY2..LETS FORGET IT..MALAS DAH NK PKIR BYK2...MMENINGKAN KEPALA..MNAMBAHKAN RMBUT PUTIH KAT KEPALA..HIHI..

K LAA...NK LAYAN TENET JAP..HIHI...BOSAN SUNGGUH NIE..DAA!!


Sunday, November 15, 2009

For U

...Especially for U...

BUMBLEBEE....
I LOVE YOU..........SO MUCH..
I MISS U EVERY SECOND IN MY LIFE...
AND I'M SORRY FOR SOMETIMES..
THE FAULT THAT I DID TO U....

Thursday, November 12, 2009

....

uhuuukkkk!!!!
COMPLAIN! COMPLAIN! COMPLAIN!! tu ja yg dia tau buat!!!
SAKIT HATI yg teramat sangat!!
ooww..mentang2 aku xdak sapa to turn into..
then bila aku "buat salah"...smua trus blame kat aku laaa???
huhh...
dia pon sama gak!
melemparkan damnest thing around without realising people also get hurt!!
xpa..hari ini hari engkau...esok lusa hari aku...
tu pon kalo aku dah xleh sabar...!
aku benci sangat2 niee...


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

merapu tym exam week..

VENUE: C12-202
TIME: 1727 HRS
MODE: BLURR+WONDERING TO HAVE SOMETHING TO PUNCH...

i'm tired of all this by now..
yes..im in the exam week..in which means..i really need to hv my 100% focus..
but then, i started to loose my patience in studying....
not that i never remember my family sending me here to study..
just that sometimes i'm loosing hope..reli..uhh..

then..this few days i'm disturbed by someone trying to put the blame on me...
yeah..it's all bout friends... when i say, I LOVE MY FRIEND... i wanna make HIM/her (focus only on him) happy...that's y ol i did to him is just bcoz i can't stand seeing him "suffer"..(no need to mention in what kind of situation)...
damn..let it be k..i'm nt trying to be harsh on anyone...but please do understand people's-time-alone...

for once...i feel like i'm alone..yes..I AM ALONE...not like others having scandals, bfs, gfs everywhere....altho i'm still searching but then i found one that (maybe a yes or no)..depends on him...huhu..ahh..abaikn..buat pening!!

okay2.. i have 3 more papers to go...can't wait to get back home on 27th nov..same flight with my sister... but then i gotta get back here on 22nd dec bcoz of baktisiswa in K.Lipis...huhu..same AJK with zumi..handling on sambutan..a'ahh..nmpak sgt la aku hepi go lucky...plus..ajk for karnival..huhu..btmbah la keja aku pasni..tp xpa..let everythg happens after holiday.. :) ahahaha...

msalah aku btmbh..when i suddenly not ngam with my roomies except for Lina..huhh..ntahla..ttba evrythgs change..biarla cmna skg nie..aku dh pening sgt2 mlyn org..gpun certain thgs bukn slh aku..bt then, practically jgn nk garang sgt..aku dh kurang sgt kalo bab mrh org gtu..cm aku makan dlm hti je..pastu aku biar gtu jew..huh..pening2!!

uhuukkss.. lupa plak..suppose on Raya Haji nie, Mak B (isteri Tuan Mail SUKSIS) invited me to come with her to Terengganu..to celeb Raya there..sadly i'm on the plane going back home.. huhu..she's being too nice to me...maybe she feels i can get along with her...plus..looking for jodoh for me?? huahahahhaa...she came up with idea to pair me up with her nephew..huhuu..nice pairing TLDM with Engineer... but then, i'm satisfy with whom i'm with now.. hihihiii....( tadi cakap single..skg ni da bpunya??pelik beno) ....

okay2..setle la evrythg..aku sebenarnya tension ...looking at my TKK book..listening to music..damn bored..without him owes kacau me...hahahhaa..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

SIRIM for Borneoans in Shah Alam

ME IN SACCS
RONALD & PETER..SELAMBA..
SIRIM MODEL??HUAHAHA
SOUVEN + PETER WATCHING THE PERFORMANCES
PRETTY CAMELIA
WE ARE THE SARAWAKIANNNNS!!!
ME & LAKSA SARAWAK (SAMBAL PASTE+MEE HOON+SHRIMP+TELUR)
AWANG & CADE.. IN FRONT OF THE SIRIM
GANGSTERS FROM SARAWAK.. RONALD, CADE, SOUVEN
ME & LOVELY RONALD.. :) BROOO!!!!

On the 1st November, I participated in the SIRIM convention together with some Borneon frens in Shah Alam. It was conducted mainly by Sarawakians lived in Peninsular. We departed from UMP around 8 am and arrived in Shah Alam at noon. Other Borneons from other Universities such as UKM, UTM and UPSI also being invited to the convention.

Panels from government esp Abg Johari ( Housing Minister) were invited for the talk..we had Sarawak’s dialect around and kinda enjoy it..

During ‘makan-makan’ time, they prepared delicacies from Sarawak, chefs from Sarawak, just to prepare the dishes. We had laksa Sarawak, “kuih lapis”, “ayam pansuh”-chicken cooked in bamboo and so on. Yeah..of coz I wont mind to take 2nd tym dishes, coz I reli miss Sarawak’s food…huhu..

There were several performances by Sarawakians in Peninsular and also they imported a band with the “Sarawak’s Joget” ..wooww…huhu..felt like wanna join the crowd..tp malu… then, we had Camelia with her songs..yeah…damn pretty..

After taking few pictures and relaxing ourselves, we went for shopping spree b4 we went back to UMP. Bought nothing, just wanna “jalan-jalan”…hihi..

Reli enjoy tho I was kinda tired coz the nite b4 I went for the IEM dinner…not enough rest ..but then, this is an experience…to be reli tough and flexible…. J

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

IEM dinner

Venue: Impiana Cherating Resort

Date: 31/10/09

Shoutout: IEM’s Annual Dinner

Well..i attended this dinner last Saturday. Accompanied by my roommate, Lina and my best friend, Zumi. Me and Lina are (one) their apprentices for the IEM (Institution of Engineers of Malaysia).. 2 of my roommates cudn’t attend this dinner for they had test that night.

These are few pictures taken during the dinner. The dinner was sweet and nice..the food were nice and very2 into appetite..only the sound systems seemed a bit down with the UMP band also not-in-a-gud performances. the UMP engineers were so..i mean very2 supportive..i shud say THUMBS UP for them!!

The sweetest moment (for Zumi) was…when he got to celebrate his bday (again) …hihi.. with cakes and small cupcakes for birthday boys and gal..Each guest were given a paper bag of cute-pinky-white teddy bear (bet it was expensive)..

I should say..this will be the dinner of the year for me..hihi..

me and the cupcakes+tedys..
ex-UMPIAN becoming Engineers..
AJK and the apprentices..
Zumi's bday bash again..
UMP band..

IEM's stage..nice arrangement..and colors
students a.k.a guests
Jana and her game-mate..they won it..took away hampers for both
Zumi and his cute pinky bear..hahaha!!macam pompuan!!
Me and Kristin..pinky+bluiishh...hihi
i do look cute now..huhu
Cade, Jana, Bel, Lina
Bday cupcakes IEM..hihi

hopefully..for the next dinner@any IEM activities, we will be able to get it..real nice+havoc than this..hihihi

Thursday, October 29, 2009

How I Wish..

Since this is gonna be a bit open..i'll try my best to tell the story and sharing...

it's been a month plus i'm being a single lady...
yahh..for those of you who have had read my postings bout my love life b4...and some might being blurred bout it..okay..let me concluded it this way...

I'M SINGLE...and..NOT HAVING SOMEONE SPECIAL RIGHT NOW...

one thing i really miss having someone special to love is...his care+passion+love..
having the feeling of jealousy after peeping some couples in UMP..really makes me kinda 'terasa'..
and...it hurts...
when i heard my friend talked to his gf...with those "calm-loving-caring" voice..i was like...huhu...when i can get mine...because of the stupidity..i nearly cried..
even tho love from friends might be enough..but the feel isnt the same...
altho for now i'm happy for having some changes in me..but still....it hurts me deep inside...
i wish...how i wish....i could get one......
not that i'm desperate...but.....i cant..............
like he did tell me... i really need someone rite now..to comfort me..even to loosen up my stress...
again..how i wish........i could be as special as diamond to someone... :""(